I am sorta getting a little more connected to the world, and one of the things i want to do is thank everyone who has responded with such kindness here at cp.
We sorta float thru life, knowing people care, knowing you are not worthy, but its all in an abstract, unreal way.
Well, the last couple weeks, a lot of things got very real very quickly.
And that includes the love here amongst our family.
I dont use that word lightly, but with great certainty.
I have spoken with gudnoyez, TNhndyman, dawgfish, and have received cards and more from many others.
Dawgfish (steve)has been by with his and now, my friend derrick a couple times, once taking me out to dinner here in the mountains.
We also rolled the fine set of tubes George Daniels sent me for our sonic frontiers preamp, landing right on the mullard that george predicted would be the choice.
Steves knowledge of the diff. tubes was spot on, and just getting back into tunes and gear, and actually laughing a few times was a positive step to thinking its okay to try and enjoy life again.
Im going to try to give a list of those who sent cards, please forgive me if i screwed up and missed a name, please know how much it means to us, and will never leave our hearts.
Again, i wish i had a better way with words, but one last thing.
The funeral bill was 4200 dollars,because of her level of help with healthcare deb was not allowed by law to have even a burial life ins. policy.
I was ready to put it on a credit card, and just deal with it, like many people do.
After what cash i could afford, as well as all the people in our little community who loved and respected deb came by with envelopes containing cards and more, and gifts from many of these names here, I owe just 200 dollars to finch cochran funeral home.
I normally try not to overshare, but there are times that sharing can be helpful to someone down the road.
God is with us, countless times the bible says "Fear not"
I am slowly learning to trust that advice.
God bless and thank you all,
scott and deb