I need help! I think the best help is to vent as the people that claim to be able to help, can't. They just tell me to talk about it.
As long as I can remember I've had similar dreams. These dreams all very in content throughout, but all culminate into the same.
They all end it a bright flash of white! This is nothing new, but has been intensified recently.
I don't mind telling you this, as I feel I must tell somebody and you're the closest to friends that I have.
I wake up sceaming. Realize where I'm at and start crying. I cry myself to sleep and the dreams come back. Yada, yada, yada, whoosh, FLASH! Scream, cry, etc.
Needless to say. I don't like to dream. I know we all dream when we sleep, and that's fine. I've chosen the most convenient path of drinking ALOT. Maybe my dreams are just happier drunken delusions, but it works.
Thank you for listening. A 12 pack is much cheaper; and presumably, more effective than a psycharist.
DAMN I feel good for gettinting this of my chest!